Mr Deedledoo

Some years ago, without a word I disappeared from the face of the CPA World. I left everyone who I was working with at the site stranded and lost. I must have hinted at those people however, that I was open to new leadership. So I was happy to see life go on in the site, led by those lucky enough to have been entrusted the power to do so before my disappearance, but I dreaded coming back here. I knew I left without notice and left many people, friends, confused and deserted. Things were just going really fast in my personal life and I couldn’t slow anything down – when days since I left turned to months, I just knew there was no turning back. Things were going bad for me at that time and I was spending time chasing things, yet all the while I lost hold of things. I’m sorry if I deserted you. I really loved all the good people here, but all I could do was hope that they did not feel abandoned.

Some time ago, I formulated an plan – that will remain undisclosed – with Wyoskyguy to bring back the CPUN, trying to make use of what was left from its ruins. I told him that I would support him and we would follow the plan closely together. But this plan too was never carried out. I promise you that I will make it up to you one day Sky. I will. And I’m sorry to those people I initiated with during those times – before I disappeared again.

Now I have returned with this short letter. Time and motivation is in my hands and I am happy to have written this much. In the back of my head, I know I will be writing a much longer one in the future to explain things clearer and to apologize to those I have hurt due to my absence. Until that time however, I will probably not have done enough to earn forgiveness from you, and from myself. All I can say is, there are new developments. Old plans going into motion again, testing itself and feeling itself around. It is a rather simple one, yet it holds the very solution to the long-term existence of the CPUN and all that it has and should ever stand for. With or without my consistent support, due the nature of the plan itself it will take some time to get done, and maybe a little luck.

There is my post. Most of what has been in my head for the past years is in it – things I’ve wanted to say, especially that I’m sorry. Of course, things will only be forgiven if I could carry out the plan that I can only hope will liberate us all.

POWER TO THE SMALL

-Dee